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    how can i start this ? how do i even . its mean you know ..... its very very mean . what you said is like adding salt into my injury . no its simply killing me . stabbing my heart over and over again

     it hurts . dont you know the feeling ? i think not . why do you have to do this , you could have just said no its just a simple no . 

    but you chose to say that last sentence ..... that last sentence that you said . it hurts ok . must you really say that , i didnt know you were that kind of person.

    i didnt know how to react after i heard that last sentence from someone else . what do you expect , i am a girl afterall . you made me breakdown . and it was lesson time , school time and i was in class .

     whay do you feel ? are you happy now ? seeing me in this state . are you feeling really happy . i think you are more than happy . friends said that you are very mean and has no feelings , at first i didnt believe and trusted the good side of you . now are you showing me otherwise .

    i dont know what to do anymore . i hope you are happy now :) which i think you are . so i wish for you to stay happy like this . 

    im sorry . im sorry . im sorry .